Walk 4
For this walking experience I decided to head up to La Encantada shopping center where I felt it would be more difficult for me to be cocooned since it is such a small area with small shops with small staffs. I really wanted to push myself into a cocoon and then have the ease of coming out of it. I used my new Blackberry as both my tool for cocooning myself and to document my experience. The two main aspects of my device: the music player and the camera. I wondered how different types of music would change my style or creativity of documentation.
As I wandered around the area the first time I listened to some of my least favorite music genres: rap, hip-hop and pop. I found myself not only ignoring everyone and everything around me but I was super tense. I didn’t feel inspired or creative. I was just uptight and rigid. To be honest it made me want to leave the area. These are some of the pictures I took while I was listening to these genres.




After I couldn’t take anymore I switched my music to a more alternative sound which for some reason always puts me in a good mood. I feel inspired and have this unbelievable desire to be creative. I feel like it gets my blood really flowing. Now, even though I was still cocooning myself with the music I was beginning to become more aware of the things and people around me. It was like I was looking at them through a different set of eyes. These are some of the images I captured while listening to more pleasing music to my ears.




Finally, I removed my headphones and walked around the same area for the third time and noticed how open I was to everything around me. I was looking people in the eye, striking up conversations and was just generally in a better mood. I no longer wanted to leave—I was relaxed and at ease. I think that these following images show that I was out of my cocoon and really thinking creatively—and documenting it in a way (as best I could) that demonstrated my feelings and thoughts now that I wasn’t ignoring everything.




Project 2
I absolutely could not wait to do this project—again. The last time I worked on this idea inspired by Style Wars, I played it safe and afterwards wished I hadn’t. I was afraid of legality issues and did not push myself enough to come up with a creative means to make a tag of my social scene. This time around I feel I was much more successful; however, I still struggle with how to capture the scene in an effective way.
In a few months I plan to go to culinary school and therefore I am borderline obsessed with everything culinary. More specifically, I want to pursue the path of pastry making—after all, I have pretty much the biggest sweet tooth humanly possible. I decided that this would be the avenue of my social investigation. After watching Style Wars I was strangely uplifted. There was just something inspiring about the graffiti bombers that was oddly positive and hopeful. On top of that I was looking at Lisa’s blog and reading about Optimist and starting thinking about a positive message I could leave the public. It was this thought process along with my passion for sweets that helped me discover my personal tag: “Eat Dessert First”. You know the whole saying…life is uncertain, eat dessert first. And of course, what better medium to use to make my tag but FROSTING!
Although frosting is not permanent I’m sure it would have been frowned upon by anyone with authority. So I made my venture to tag this uplifting, sweet phrase in the middle of the night—although I was shocked at how many people there were around everywhere I went. It made me very nervous. At first I was placing my tag in random spots, wherever there didn’t appear to be anyone around. Then I decided to be a little bit more daring and tag in front of locations associated with food or eating. I left my mark on sidewalks leading up to restaurants, benches and tables of patio eating areas, and even on rocks underneath a sign for a restaurant. Although, I found it very difficult to document both my tag and the area in an effective way. Since I was nervous and I obviously had to use a flash to get any sort of image I wanted to just snap a picture and quickly walk away before anyone noticed me. I only had one somewhat nerve-wracking incident (although it happened to be the very first tag I did so I was freaked out for the rest of the night). After I made the first tag a man nearby noticed me and started coming towards me after I stood up—I booked it out of there. I went back much later to see if I could still take a picture of my tag and I noticed that whoever it was had stepped on it, which was kind of interesting.
Overall, I hope that my little message will make anyone who sees it smile a little—and even better, eat dessert first!
Dr Michael Bull: Sounding Out the City
I must admit that the last time I read this article I must have skipped right over the preface—as I usually do when I read any book. There is something about a preface that just turns me off entirely and make me not want to continue reading. I think that I have learned my lesson on this because for once I actually read the preface and I seriously laughed my ass off. I think it is sad and ridiculous that Sony would not allow the term “walkman” to be used in the book except for to describe what was meant by a “personal stereo”. Are you joking me? Now, I didn’t necessarily need to know this to understand what was meant by “personal stereo” since in the very first section there is a quote from William Gibson that uses the term “walkman”. I guess I just kind of caught on. But this background information just makes me laugh especially when I think about the fact that the Walkman has been completely replaced by the Ipod.
I find the description of how individuals use personal stereos to be very interesting. It seems to describe just about every college student out there. Every time I turn around on campus I people with their ears plugged up with headphones. They are on their way to class, eating lunch, studying, pretty much anything and everything you can think of doing—these people are doing it with headphones. How can anyone experience life when they are constantly drowning it out? I understand that there is a lot going on around campus, or in life in general, that you don’t want to hear or be a part of. But since it seems like this habit is happening all of the time, it means that people are blocking out the good things too. And what about what mother always taught you growing up… be aware of your surroundings… this is impossible with these “personal stereos”. And we wonder why there are so many kidnappings, muggings, etc. People are freaking oblivious.
I think that the exampled of “Mandy” that Bull discussed is very powerful. It makes me think that you could compare personal stereos, ipods, whatever you want to call them an addiction. You could even go so far as to compare them to an addiction like cigarettes or even alcohol. There are those people who can’t do a certain task without having a cigarette, or can’t go to sleep without having a drink before bed—Mandy talks about her radio in the same fashion. Furthermore, I find it odd that she talks about how she likes to hear things going on around her, to make her feel like she’s not alone—but in turn her personal stereo usage is tuning everything she wants to hear out. How is the person on the bus next to her going to strike up a conversation when she is tuning them out? Also, wouldn’t the sound of the mechanics on her trip, the opening and closing of the doors all be the things around her that she wants to hear?
I’m not saying that personal stereos are bad. I have and Ipod that I quite frequently use. But when I was growing up, when I had a Discman, I was never allowed to listen to it in the car on a trip, or at home at dinner or anything like that. I was only allowed to use it on my own personal time—like the time I would use to read a book or play a video game. I guess that just makes too much sense to me since it’s called a personal stereo. I think that too many people use them as a crutch or become dependent on them—it’s very sad. And we wonder why we are having to coddle our newer generations. Bull referred to personal stereo usage as a type of “cocoon”, I think this is very accurate. But if we don’t know where the line is on when and where to use these technologies, no one is ever going to transform into a beautiful butterfly.
Wanderlust
Wanderlust is one of those readings that is just incredibly interesting from the very first word all the way to the very last. Every little detail is unbelievably interesting and thought provoking in a way that most things aren’t. Right away this piece of writing grabs my attention and absolutely refuses to let go. For example, the idea that thinking is considered doing nothing in today’s culture is fascinating. Thinking is the origin of everything that this cultures “does” and experiences in a daily fashion. Whether it is the cars we drive, the radio or ipods we listen to, or even the television we watch—every single one of these things we do all required a moment of “doing nothing” but thinking at one point in time. I completely agree with the idea that doing nothing is hard—especially in today’s culture. We have a myriad of gadgets that keep us endlessly occupied like the ipod, blackberry, computer—all of which are portable so that we can take this obsession of always doing something with us no matter where we are. There is an interesting comparison of doing nothing or thinking with walking. According to the reading, doing nothing is usually disguised by “doing something” and supposedly that something is walking which is the closest thing to doing nothing that exists, which is quite the interesting idea. This makes me wonder how successful the human race is at doing nothing in today’s society. Also, how do we compare to the generations from the past that didn’t have these fancy gadgets we do now? At some point in history, walking was the primary way of getting around—unless you rode a horse or something. Were the people of that time better thinkers than we are now, or just different?
One of my favorite ideas in this piece of writing is that walking should just be considered movement rather than travel. The point that someone could be walking around in circles so in essence they aren’t really traveling anywhere is brilliant in my personal opinion. It makes me thing of phrases like “I am running around in circles and getting no where”. Well of course you aren’t getting anywhere, you are running in circles! But the idea of being “immobilized in a seat” but still being able to travel really hit home for me. Again, this today’s culture has made it so simple for the human race to be completely detached from our environment (or to be just plain lazy depending on how you look at it). I think it is kind of a shame that we have come to this point. That when we go sight seeing it is only through a window and that almost no one gets out of the car and really interacts with the amazing thing or location they came so far to see. We live in a bubble—or something like that, that denies us any real relationship or interaction with icons of our past. It makes me think—what a sad world we live in.
I whole heartedly agree that when you are walking as a means of transportation it requires much more planning and interaction. When you are just going to hop in your car and go there are no second thoughts, no planning, you just get up and leave often in a rushed manner. I think it is possible that personal cars have made the human race less organized. I love the idea that walking makes you really get to know your neighbors. It is so very true! I remember when I would have to walk to the bus stop a few streets down. I passed every single house in my neighborhood and this was the roots of my knowledge of the people I lived by. Any time you are in a car you just zoom by them, maybe giving a small, quick wave now and again. But when you are walking, you aren’t cocooned in the comfort of your car. Not only that but it takes you much longer to pass by the house and the people out front. And you are more likely to engage in a conversation with them as you go by—or even stop for a few moments to chat. Sometimes I miss these days—I don’t know any of my neighbors where I live now. I am so very guilty of this whole not being engaged with your neighbors. I lived in the same apartment for two years and it wasn’t until the day that my neighbor moved out that I realized what a small world I lived in. I had gone to elementary school and part of middle school with him and it had been years since I had spoken to him last. Unfortunately I did not realize this until it was too little too late. I wish I had done more walking.
I had never really thought before how a pilgrimage is almost the essence of walking. However, that is the whole point of a pilgrimage—to walk. Often times they are for a specific destination, but it is not the destination itself that is import but the reason the people are going there that matters. As the reading states, it is a search for something intangible; therefore it really isn’t about any particular goal or destination but rather the journey and transformation along the way that is important. I had never really realized that walking for the individuals on a pilgrimage was considered work, but now that I read this article it is all so very clear to me. It is interesting to me that there is no real destination or tangible outcome of these pilgrimages. It is solely the idea and task of walking that is important. This is the destination—the walk. I don’t know that I would ever be part of a pilgrimage but I do wonder how it would affect me as a person if I was to participate in one. How would it transform me? What would my ideas and habits about walking turn into?
This American Life
This is the second time I have listened to the radio talk show presented by “This American Life” and I enjoyed just as much as I did the first time I heard it. The one thing that was different for me while I was listening to the show is that I could not help but wonder how things have changed since the last time I tuned in. Can the mechanical nose identify more scents now? Has it become cheaper yet—I mean they said they wanted it to be a household item for only $10. How close it is? And what about Dennis Wood’s maps, have they changed at all? Or are the houses that have the pumpkins at Halloween still those that the most influential or prominent people of the neighborhood live? And how could I forget about Pico Boulevard? What restaurants have closed? Are there new ones to be mapped?
All of these questions I was asking myself while listening made me realize that mapping is not only a continuous task but it makes maps almost a living organism of some kind. They are always changing, evolving into something different leaving a trace of their previous state around so there is still a connection. I guess in a way this can be said for anything and everything. The Earth in general applies to these ideas. Every single day the place in which we live changes a little bit more and then just a little bit more. Every day the sun and moon rise and set we there is a new section of the sky added for our viewing pleasure—but also a portion of it is removed until another time. Or will we ever see that portion of the sky the way it was ever again? I mean think about it, the Earth is traveling through the universe and it takes 365 days to get to the same spot again. That is a long time. Is that spot really exactly the same as it was before? I doubt it. There might be a new star or something like that—but it has to have changed.
Overall I think mapping is a very interesting idea. It can be so very practical but then at the same time quite obscure. Now that I have all the time in the world to make art at my own speed I really want to explore the world of mapping. Maybe since I plan to go to culinary school I’ll do something along the lines of Jonathan Gold’s mapping exercises. I could even turn this mapping exercise into something worthwhile for the public. I could make a map of tastes you must experience as a tourist of whatever area I choose to explore. Or maybe I could pick just one specific taste and compare it to itself in different spots all over town.
I find it interesting how this talk show has evolved in meaning for me. I remember last year this segment made me want to map the patterns in the carpet or the swirls of paint on the walls. But now it means something completely different to me and has influenced me in yet another way. I wonder what will have changed if I listen to it again one year from now. Which sense will I focus on next?
Walk 2
For this walking exercise I already had an idea of what I was looking for. As I have previously done a walking exercise about the desire line I really wanted to push myself to see the other side of which I had not previously focused on. Last year when I did this exercise on the desire lines of people including myself and focused on the desire to cut corners or go off the beaten path. This time around I knew I really wanted to focus on desire lines of nature or even how nature can sometimes rebel against mankind. There were some images I had clearly in my mind, like a contained garden with plant life growing outside of the borders, but these images were hard to find here in town. I feel that those are images I would have to create over time. However, even though I had a rough time finding things that I immediately thought of for this assignment, I did have several pleasing surprises during my walk. I discovered paths that nature have taken or currently are in ways that I had never taken notice of before.
Much to my surprise, right outside my front door I found a sort of desire line, although rather small. It was an area where water had collected during the recent summer showers. It had made a small line, or a mini ditch if you will, that was notably different than the surrounding area.
Another area of interest was along side the sidewalk. I noticed that the roots of a tree had made their own path at the ground’s surface along the sidewalk. I think it is really interesting how sometimes nature can mimic man made desire lines like sidewalks. I find it even more interesting when they defy them, like when tree roots go underneath the sidewalk and come out the other side. Unfortunately I did not witness any of these instances on this particular day.
When I wrote earlier about how there were desire lines in ways that I had never noticed before I was speaking of this image. I came to the conclusion that we walk and drive across some of nature’s desire lines every day. I presume that all of those little cracks in the asphalt that eventually form potholes in the roads were formed by water going in its own direction.
I went to the wash on First Avenue just south of River Road and explored the area thoroughly for desire lines made by nature. I realized that the wash itself could be considered a desire line that was at least started by nature. There had to have been enough flowing water to hollow out the area and bring enough attention to it to turn it into a man made wash.
Underneath the overpass I found areas in the dirt that were clearly affected by water. Winding patterns and cracking mud were evidence enough that water formed this area.
My absolute favorite desire line that I encountered was the plant growing out the side of the wall. This was exactly the kind of desire line I had hoped to encounter. This was nature’s desire line to break free from man made paths. This plant was growing in a crack in the side of the wall, like it was creating its own path down into the wash.
Perhaps the most unexpected desire line I found was along this pathway. As I was walking I noted all of these little wholes. I decided to consider them more of a desire spot because I was sure that some wild animal had created them. Little did I know I was going encounter several of these animals. As I was walking around I found a snake in one of these “desire spots”—which caught me very much by surprise. But what was even better was when I discovered that the majority of the holes I found were inhabited by little rodents of some kind (I really have no idea what they were but they were cute). It was then that I realized that these spots really were desire lines, I just couldn’t see them. They were underground paths that these little creatures had created. I think this was a fantastic discovery and really opened my eyes to the possibilities of a desire line.
Walk 1
There is something curious about summer showers in the desert, especially the first of the season. All rain during the summer heat in the desert has an unbelievable smell; yet, there is something uncanny about the very first that distinguishes it from all of the rest. This scent is so unbelievably strong it is almost overwhelming. It is this pungent smell that withdrew me from my apartment to venture out on my first walk.
Quite late in the evening I was relaxing in my living room watching a movie when the aroma of the first summer rain seeped in through the cracks of the doors into my home. I literally stopped what I was doing, put some shoes on, left my apartment, and began to walk. Where was my destination? I had no clue. But I knew my goal—to soak in every moment of this lovely experience because it only happens once. There can only be one first summer rain in the desert. Once it happens, there is nothing else quite like it until next year.
As I roamed my neighborhood I was overwhelmed by the scent of the freshly moistened earth. The smell of wet dirt filled my nostrils as I breathed trying to take in every bit I could. Really there is no other place to encounter such an exquisite experience. I have been in desert rains elsewhere in the country but there is something to be said about the showers in Arizona. Maybe it is because they are so far and few between that Arizonans cherish them so. Or maybe it is because they create a temporarily foreign world for these residents in which to escape. No matter what the reason, nothing and nowhere can quite compete with the special gifts of an Arizona shower in the summertime.
As I continued on my walk I began to focus on a different sense—sound. It was very late at night so there were not too many that were outwardly apparent. However, when I stopped for just a moment and really listened I discovered that it was actually very noisy at that hour. The most obvious sound was the sprinkling rain tapping every surface around me. It was interesting how each surface created a different noise. The cement created more of a “pat pat” noise meanwhile the asphalt was a much less audible version of this sound. As I walked by some cars the sound of the falling rain transformed into more of a “tap tap” sound. The noisiest version of the rain came from the metal roofing all around me. It was a cross between and “tap” and “ring or ding”. I could only image how this would sound if it was raining just a little harder—or even if it was pouring.
The final sense that I focused on was touch. Each little raindrop was like a little tactile surprise on my skin. Even though I knew it was raining and was expecting these feelings there was something about each drop that seemed to catch me by surprise. I was watching all of the drops fall around me and somehow I was being hit by them less frequently—or at least so it seemed. I decided to take off my flip flops so that I could further these sensations of touch. Walking barefoot seemed to heighten my sense of touch in relation to the rain because almost everywhere I stepped was wet. It was an interesting experience to step from the wet ground into areas that were sheltered by the rainfall and then back onto the wet ground.
Everything about this walk seemed so surreal, from the sounds, the smells, and the feeling of the rain. It seemed too early in the season to rain, but somehow it did. But then in a flash it stopped and I retreated back inside having been glad to be a part of such a wonderful experience.
Project 1
I attempted to approach this assignment differently than I did in the past. Previously, I used items that I found in my immediate environment much like Andy Goldsworthy. This time around however I wanted to use items that weren’t connected to nature in any direct way. I printed off several warm colored gradients and brought them with me to my site. I chose to create my ephemeral piece on a neutral tan colored wall in an open area that any passerby could easily see. I used printer copies in warm pink, yellow, and orange in a collage fashion on the wall. I tried to connect these colors to the warm, early sunrise that illuminated my work area. I think that there is something very curious about how it is human nature to try to capture or even mimic beautiful things in nature, like the sunrise or sunset for example. There are multiple photographs, paintings, and sketches that capture several aspects of nature’s beauty. For this ephemeral work I wanted to use a more urban or man made object to represent nature in a way that I had never experienced before. I did get quite some interesting looks from people in the neighborhood where I was working, which might I say was not the best area of town. But there was something about what I was doing that at least made them look just a little bit longer. I have no idea whether it was the beautiful way in which the light was illuminating these colors on the wall or that they have never seen someone doing such a thing; but either way I caught their attention for just a fleeting moment. My own personal critique is that this idea could have been pushed—maybe by having more print out copies (however my printer only had so much ink). However I feel that this is a step in the right direction for this idea.



































































