Project 2

May 30, 2008 at 9:10 pm (Projects) (, , , , )

Overall this week’s projects have quite difficult for me as I had difficulty coming up with ideas for this theme. However once one idea happened another automatically fell into place—so I was a bit out of order this week.

For this week’s project “Inside/Outside the Scene” I chose to use the film Style Wars as my inspiration. I have always enjoyed graffiti and wished I could make my own graffiti. But I must admit I am too chicken to actually do it. So therefore this project seemed like the next best thing for now—however, it is on my list of things to do before I die. I utilized the idea of making my own temporary tag. I still wanted it to really have that graffiti style to it so I chose to use acrylic paint on a large surface so the colors would be very bright and I so I could really control my tools.

During my investigation about graffiti and its culture I read about the very large connection to the gamer world. This made perfect sense as I have seen many of these links. So therefore, my social scene in this investigation is the gamer world. As a gamer myself, the site of investigation is Gamestop—where else would I go to stay connected and up to date in the gamer scene? The tag itself incorporates my own identify through the use of my gamer tag. I also mention my system of choice by including an Xbox 360 game controller. And for anyone who is also a gamer on Xbox Live—feel free to add me (just let me know who you are so I’ll accept you).

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Project 1

May 26, 2008 at 2:05 am (Projects) (, , , )

For this weeks project I was assigned an ephemeral/site project. It was surrounded by the ideas of Andy Goldsworthy’s work. Seeing as I am in Tucson, Arizona for now and have been in Arizona for the majority of my life, I found it appropriate to select a desert location. When I was walking around one day I found this little gorge/wash type thing that was wedged in between different building developments. I suppose you could say it’s an Arizona alleyway. When I finally made it down the steep slope into the gorge I noticed how much trash there was down there. Something of particular interest to me was this weird metal box that was open on one end and had little holes all over one side.

I circled the box and wondered how long it had been there. It didn’t really have any rust or anything on it so it can’t have been too long. However I decided that this would be my point of interest for this project. It reminded me of some wild animals shelter—or better yet, home. And I decided that even if it wasn’t being used for such a purpose that I should make it look more inviting and just maybe it’d be used for one. So I began to gather dead and dried branches from the area and measured them up to the box and started breaking them down to the right size.

After a little while a woman in the house at the top of the gorge became interested in what I was doing. I already was worried I was going to get yelled at for being there. She seemed irritated at first and wanted to know what I was doing. She apparently thought I was dumping trash there because it wound up that that box was an air conditioning cover that had fallen off the house next door a few days ago when workers were working on it. She told me that they knocked it down and just left it there. She seemed very mad about it. But she was okay with me being down there as long as I wasn’t dumping trash. I did tell her what I was doing and she looked at me like I was crazy. She asked me to pick up the plastic bag that was lying on the ground and said that of course I would and I thanked her.

I covered the box with the sticks and carried over these dried flower blossoms by the handful and put them inside of the box to serve as a cushion for the bottom of the inside of the box. As the sun was setting I finished my piece. I was dirty and had cactus thorns in my hands and shirt. But, my work was not done I had to quickly take photographs before it was too dark and before I possibly had an encounter with some form of wildlife. I assume that the woman who owns the house will call the company of the workers who were there to make them come and pick up the box. So I don’t really know how long it will stay there. If they never come to get it, I’m sure that the weather will knock the sticks down and blow the flowers away. Maybe I will check on it every other day to see what’s happening to it.

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Random thought about mapping…

May 24, 2008 at 11:04 pm (Exercises/Journals) (, , )

I was just watching the movie White Oleander and towards the end there is a great example of mapping.  She creates these dioramas in different suitcases that map the different stages of her life.  I think this is a really interesting self-portrait/mapping idea.  It makes me wonder what other kinds of mapping I can associate with my life and how I could portray them.

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Rivers and Tides

May 23, 2008 at 1:51 pm (Analysis) (, )

I was very pleased to be able to watch Rivers and Tides (even though no matter what I did the movie continually skipped) as this was not my first time experiencing this movie. I think that Goldsworthy is absolutely fascinating as a person and as an artist as well. The way he handles the landscape around him is incredible. It seems that he really treats it as a part of his own self and sense of being with every meticulous placement of nature. I feel he is very persistent too because not only does he spend an almost endless amount of time and effort into his pieces but the problems that he encounters with time and nature are almost self inflicted. Yet he always manages (or at least I think) to figure out a way through the obstacle and create a piece of art through nature that will not last. It is this specific aspect to Goldsworthy’s pieces that I find the most fascinating. For lack of better words he puts his blood, sweat, and tears into molding the earth’s surface and bountiful resources into something that lasts only a short while until mother nature takes it away and smoothes it back into the surrounding landscapes.

During the film Goldsworthy makes a comment about an obsession with forms that are repeated throughout sites yet when he travels he feels “uprooted” and becomes a stranger. Although this seems somewhat like an oxymoron it makes perfect sense because although these “obsessive forms” are constantly repeated throughout nature Goldsworthy himself becomes a stranger due to the change in time and location. This new time and place is unfamiliar to him and he must reacquaint himself with these forms within nature that he knows so well. He also talks about how he shakes hands with the place as to get to know it all over again due to this sense of unfamiliarity he encounters. I would compare this idea to that of déjà vu in a way because it is evident that something is very familiar yet there is an amount of uncertainty and newness to it. Therefore these forms and tides of the new site are triggering that familiarity within Goldsworthy’s mind and being yet he must pay particular attention to this new space as to not miss anything.

When Goldsworthy was building his ice sculpture along the stream he mentioned that he had a discovery during his work with something occurring that he had not originally planned when he began this project. He further discussed the potential that this little discovery, or accident if I may, was unveiled. I could completely sense this discovery of his because it was at that exact moment that I found myself expelling a small ‘gasp’ in awe of the beauty of the light hitting and shining through his ice sculpture. I believe that this is one of the many goals of art to make the viewer experience these little moments of awe and wonder. It is these moments that inspire people and truly unleash the potential of expression through art. I also believe that you can not force these moments but they must just naturally occur during the process of a piece as it did for Goldsworthy. Usually these moments of potential happen purely by accident or through a mistake made by the artist but as you can see by the example in the film some mistakes are good mistakes. They make you think in a way you had not thought of before.

Goldsworthy comments on the fact that many times that the thing used to create the piece is what ultimately ends it—or as he put it “the very thing that brings it to life causes its death.” I think that this concept is almost surreal and touches on thoughts of equal existence between life and death. Although I’m not sure they really can be experienced at the same time they can be experienced by the same factor, which is kind of depressing yet beautiful if you think about it. It is a way of living life that comes full circle and as corny as it made sound it is indeed the ‘circle of life.’ On one hand this idea of giving life and causing death by one solitary thing expresses and expands the idea of potential and yet at the same time it squashes it. I believe it is all a matter of how we as humans explore this idea in order to show its true potential in art and life.

Overall I would say the term “destruction” is a negative one and is associated with less than desirable objects or people. I definitely would not consider what happens to Goldsworthy’s pieces as destruction by any means but rather a form of recycling. In my eyes this “coming apart” of his pieces is simply a part of the art process. It demonstrates the different stages of his creations as it is melted away back into its environment. In reference to one of the pieces within the movie, the wooden cave by the salmon pit, I would classify destruction of that piece as putting explosives in the hole and blowing it to smithereens. However what Goldsworthy did was much more quiet and peaceful and was the exact opposite of destruction. The process of the piece was only continued as it floated down the stream slowly coming apart piece by piece and stage by stage of its life. I would definitely say that human life can be related to this idea. For starters we can really only live one day at a time, no matter how hard any overachiever/workaholic can try. One single twenty four hour period is a stage in our lives and our lives are obviously made up of several days one after the other revealing each stage of our being little by little. Granted there are those who manage to cause their own self-destruction but as far as destruction versus mutation go in life, well that’s just the individual’s own desires and choices.

Goldsworthy mentions that his failures teach him. I think that this makes perfect sense. There are so many different sayings about this exact idea about learning from your mistakes—or even those of others around you. Although failure is not exactly uplifting I believe it has the most impact on who a person is and how they work. Without mistakes no one in the world would ever learn because nothing would ever be considered “wrong” or not effective. Thus, the world would be a stale and boring place to live—I know I would not want to be a part of it because growth is achieved through experience, change, and most importantly, mistakes.

As far as Goldsworthy’s comment about how his projects are “markers” of his journey, I think that without the backdrops of nature in which they reside, the pieces would mean next to nothing. If I saw one of his pieces in a museum I probably would have no interest in it because there is no story to it, and without a story there is no meaning. In a museum, one of these pieces would be just an object rather than art, at least for me. This is because the core of Goldsworthy pieces is about the atmosphere in which they are created and the process it took to create them. Additionally, the importance resides within the cycle of its birth and death rather than just the object itself.

During the film Goldsworthy touches on the ideas of stereotypes and preconceived notions we have about things before we actually take the time to get to know whatever the thing may be. He specifically talks about the sheep in the area and how important they are to the landscape. He mentions that the reason there aren’t any trees is because of the sheep—though I wish he would have gone into much greater detail about that. Personally I feel that stereotypes hold the human race back as far as human potential goes—it holds us back from the truth. I find this ironic in a way because it seems as if most human beings strive for truth whether it is within themselves or through other people. So, the idea of stereotypes and misjudging a person, place or thing is painfully sad for me. Therefore, it was pleasing for me to watch Goldsworthy create this piece about this topic using a jagged rock wall lined with wool from the sheep. This unexpected juxtaposition seemed to say to me “take a closer look” before you judge what is going on. Watching this portion gave me the desire to make art about the flaws within stereotyping and forcing viewers to take a closer look—maybe if more work like this existed it would help alleviate all of the pain in the world caused by stereotyping.

The idea of recording the “absence” of what once existed in a location is very intriguing for me. Unfortunately I wasn’t able to find a very good source of information of Joe Sternfeld or many examples of his work but what little I did manage to find was fascinating. I’ve never really thought about recording or documenting the past of something in that manner. I have personally used my own past experiences to create art yet it was still about the here and now as well as how I feel now about this past experience. I’m not really sure how one would go about recording what once was within a landscape other than a few obvious things such as the path that is carved out by water (the Grand Canyon is a huge example of that) or maybe even places that have drastically changed due to something that happened in the area. I think it would be very interesting to record the past or even the void of something. For me it is a very thought provoking idea and makes me wonder about documenting things that are indeed there but are not visible to the human eye.

There are so many more ideas from the film that I could continue to discuss but I think that the most important thing is the experiences I gain from this film every time I watch it. I seem to notice something different each and every time I watch it, whether it be how Goldsworthy approaches something or something he says. He always manages to make me think—sometimes without even talking.

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This American Life

May 21, 2008 at 9:31 pm (Analysis) (, , )

I recently listened to a radio talk show presented by “This American Life” and found it not only incredibly interesting but also inspiring in a way. If you are anything like me and are in desperate need of inspiration during the summer months please take my advice and listen to this talk show.

http://www.thislife.org/Radio_Episode.aspx?episode=110

I find that when something is required we as humans are less apt to want to do whatever it may be. Yet if we discover this very same thing for ourselves it is the best thing ever and we can not get enough of it. I had this exact experience at first when I was listening to this talk show. Who just listens to talk shows anymore? In fact, how many people really listen to the radio nowadays? Probably next to no one – in today’s society it is much more convenient or interesting to watch a talk show on television (which I must say is kind of an oxymoron) rather than listen to one on the radio. Therefore I found this a sort of challenging yet gratifying exercise.

According to This American Life, everything in the world can be mapped in one way or another. At first I was skeptical but after listening I realized how possible it really is. I was able to visualize some of these maps and began to think about how I would utilize this way of thinking. The way that the five senses are discussed in this show give a mixed emotional aspect as I personally found them to be both a blessing and a curse. During the segment about hearing the announcer blatantly says that these mappings are always a good thing because when he sat down to write he was incredibly distracted by all of the ambient noise within his home after he was asked to listen for it originally. Additionally, the segment about the sense of touch had a very negative aspect to it. The way that Deb Monroe mapped her body through touch seemed almost self-destructive. She not only injured her own physical body through her poking and prodding causing bruising, she also damaged her mental and emotional state of being.

Overall I enjoyed the talk show. It showed me how to think in a completely new way that I had not thought before. I really liked act two with Jack Hitts and Toby Lester about hearing. When the announcer told the listener to stop and listen to the ambient sounds around I was able to do that. And in this experience I realized how noisy the world is. I found this act to be the most interesting as I have a musical background and I was able to hear the notes within my own home and associate feelings with these grouping of “notes”.

This show gave me my own creative ideas about specific maps that involve either walking or sitting in the same place for an extended period of time. I am interested in mapping the patterns in the carpet or in the thick paint on my walls, or even the paths of the clouds or stars in the sky.

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May 9, 2008 at 10:49 pm (Uncategorized)

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